I don't always believe I am. I often question myself to make sure... But I feel so much happier being on the hormones. I excitedly wait for the future when I can have surgery done, but I also don't care to show off my body with confidence. I asked my doctor about it, about questioning myself and about the little to lack of dysphoria I experience, and she simply said that I was one of the lucky ones. One of the few transfolk who could give a shit less and am at peace with my current physical state, because I know who I am and what I want to do. There's no point in being depressed and upset with your body just cuz it isn't the one you want, instead you should try to be okay with it while you wait for the future. You gotta look in the mirror and tell yourself, "one day I'm going to be physically the most handsome boy, or the most beautiful woman." But until that day comes all you can do is get yourself into a good headspace and just try to be happy, ignore what others say cuz only YOU truly know you; nobody else.